Fatherly Love - Adommy -

He was curious.

He was curious about being with men.

I was curious.

I was curious about being with him.

So after a very amped up show, a kiss was shared and so on and so forth. But, who would have thought that it would end up like this?



I stood behind the wall that separated my fans and me and took one more breath. "Let's go guys." I said letting Lisa, Monte and Longineu walk by me. Then came Tommy, he distinctively bumped into my arm, and as he made his way on stage, turned around and smiled at me, I blew him a kiss.
Taking one more breath, I went onto the stage.

So hot, out the box. Can we pick up the pace? Turn it up, heat it up. I need to be entertained.

There was a dance number for this one, a strict one too. So, I couldn't just walk over to Tommy and tease the crowd. On the contrary, I sort of liked the opening number, it gave me a chance to think. As I danced and sang my mind wondered, the conversation Tommy and I had from the night before.

"You really wanna go public with it? I mean, I haven't even told my family that I was Bisexual! My father…ugh. He would just have a fit, you know he never liked that I was going on tour with you, he referred to you as 'that gay guy'."

"Well, now you with 'that gay guy'. You're his son; he has to be able to accept you."

"Adam…if you had only met my father…"

That was it, end of our going public conversation.  Tommy had never said anything about his father, except for the fact that after our AMA kiss, he was livid.

Well I'm about to turn up the heat. I'm here for your entertainment!

I stood there for a second, and took a deep breath. Then turned my head to Tommy, I swear, I never saw a hotter sight then him.

"Hello Toronto! How are you guys tonight?" Cheers and screams and the occasional "I love you!" went through the crowd.  Ah…this was going to be a very pumped up night.

. . .

It was about 10pm when Tommy ran into my room on the tour bus, he was frantic, and was waving his phone in the air.

I laughed. "Tommy, calm down, what's wrong?"

"My dad…he's coming to our show tomorrow. He came to Canada for business, and decided to give your show a chance." Oh, now I understood why he was so hysterical.

"Oh, so we don't do anything during the show tomorrow night, that's all." I said kind of sad because Canada is the country that I can go full out in and not get any crap from the citizens.

"I thought that's what you were going to say…"

The silence stayed for a while. I cradled Tommy in my arms for a while, he was trembling, I guess his dad really was against gays and bisexuals, and that Tommy telling his dad that he's bi would kill him.

"Adam…?" Tommy said in a fragile voice.

"Mmhm…" I said with my eyes closed, and my chin on his head.

"I think we should go public."

My eyes shot open, "Are you sure?"

"Yeah, I mean I have to tell my dad…"

"Okay, we will tomorrow night at the show." I said smiling.

"Okay." Tommy said, a smile also forming on his face.

"Come here…" I said.

Tommy looked up and I kissed him. We sat there kissing for a while, as he pulled away, he smiled and turned on his side falling asleep like a little boy after a big baseball game would. I soon followed him.



The next day went fine, Tommy's dad stayed with us for the whole day. But he left around 6ish so we could all get ready and he could get his seat.

"You ready?" I asked Tommy as I walked into is dressing room.

He smiled at me, "Yep."

Ten minutes later I walked out and sang For Your Entertainment, yet again. As I finished the last line and asked my usual, "How are you guys tonight?" I looked over and winked at Tommy.

"Now, before we start tonight Tommy and I have a special announcement."  I looked over at Tommy and waved his to the mike stand. "Would you like to do the honors?"

"Everyone…Dad…" He said, looking directly at his father who was in the first row. "Adam and I are together."

You wouldn't believe the roar that took over the crowd when he said that. Before I knew it, Tommy had grabbed my head and pulled me in for a kiss. Another howl came across the theater.

When we pulled away, I looked down at Tommy's father, who was walking out of the theater. I looked at Tommy.

"It's ok" He said in a low whisper. "I never liked him any way."